•MENTAL TOUGHNESS• I learned the hard lessons of mind/body connection through mountaineering and ultramarathons. Unless you have experienced utter fatigue and the fight to come out the other side, you’ll never understand what you are capable of. I was running a 24 hour race on a track and at one point around 50 miles had trouble putting one foot in front of the other. I took a 15 minute break, put my feet up and self massaged, then made myself get back on the track, convinced that it was fruitless to keep going. But slowly, each lap, I could feel myself recovering, nurtured by judicious food and fluid intake. I went on to win my age division in that race, putting in 104 miles. The hardest lesson though was my first Western States 100. Somewhere around mile 75, as I was descending to cross the American River, my legs stopped working and were basically flopping around. I don’t know how I stayed on my feet, literally. I had done everything right; electrolytes, hydration, caloric intake…all good. After I crossed the river my buddy Craig, my crew person, was there to meet me and I said I was done. We walked up to the next aid station and I told the woman who was working that I was pulling out. Her response was, “Are you sure you want to quit? Because you still have about 3 minutes before the cutoff.” My response: “You’re right, I’ll at least try to make it to the next station”, so I bid Craig adieu and stumbled off, joined by a pacer whose runner had quit and asked to pace me. I said why not, but I’m not doing too well. But then…I started to feel better and better, my legs made a miraculous recovery, and at some point I started running again, feeling fresh as the morning broke. I was thinking I could pull this off (I was around mile 85) and was nearing the last cutoff station. But as I came around the corner with the station in sight, the horn went off. I had missed the cutoff time and was not allowed to continue by a matter of 2 minutes. My lack of mental toughness cost me a DNF (Did Not Finish). If I hadn’t diddle f*#ked around walking, lamenting my legs, I would have finished. The next year I had steely focus, and my attitude was “they’ll have to drag me off the course.” I had learned that no matter how drained and fatigued I felt, there was always a chance of recovery. Suffering during long events, be it mountaineering, biking or running, is a learned thing, becoming a familiar thing, and this leads to confidence in eventual success.